第24章
作者:歌德(J.W. von Goethe)    更新:2021-11-25 10:33
  Alas ! I do my utmost. They are
  clothed and fed ; and, still better , they are loved and educated.
  Could you but see , sweet saint! the peace and harmony that dwells amongst
  us, you would glorify God with the warmest feelings of gratitude , to
  whom, in your last hour, you addressed such fervent prayers for our
  happiness.'" Thus did she express herself ; but O Wilhelm! who can do
  justice to her language ? how can cold and passionless words convey the
  heavenly expressions of the spirit? Albert interrupted her gently. "This
  affects you too deeply, my dear Charlotte. I know your soul dwells on
  such recollections wlth intense delight ; but I implore—— " "O Albert!
  " she continued , "I am sure you do not forget the evenings when we three
  used to sit at the little round table , when papa was absent , and the
  little ones had retired. You often had a good book with you , but seldom
  read it ; the conversation of that noble being was preferable to everything,
  —— that beautiful , bright , gentle , and yet ever-toiling woman.
  God alone knows how I have supplicated with tears on my nightly couch ,
  that I might be like her."
  I threw myself at her feet, and, seizing her hand , bedewed it
  with a thousand tears. "Charlotte !" I exclaimed , "God's blessing and
  your mother's spirit are upon you." "Oh ! that you had known her ,"
  she said, with a warm pressure of the hand. "She was worthy of being
  known to you." I thought I should have fainted: never had I received
  praise so flattering. She continued , "And yet she was doomed to die
  in the flower of her youth, when her youngest child was scarcely six
  months old. Her illness was but short , but she was calm and resigned
  ; and it was only for her children , especially the youngest, that
  she felt unhappy. When her end drew nigh, she bade me bring them to her.
  I obeyed. The younger ones knew nothing of their approaching loss , while
  the elder ones were quite overcome with grief. They stood around the bed
  ; and she raised her feeble hands to heaven, and prayed over them ;
  then, kissing them in turn , she dismissed them , and said to me ,
  'Be you a mother to them.' I gave her my hand. 'You are promising much,
  my child,' she said: 'a mother's fondness and a mother's care ! I have
  often witnessed , by your tears of gratitude , that you know what is
  a mother's tenderness : show it to your brothers and sisters , and be
  dutiful and faithful to your father as a wife ; you will be his comfort.'
  She inquired for him. He had retired to conceal his intolerable anguish,
  —— he was heartbroken , "Albert, you were in the room. She heard some
  one moving: she inquired who it was, and desired you to approach. She
  surveyed us both with a look of composure and satisfaction, expressive
  of her conviction that we should be happy ,—— happy with one another."
  Albert fell upon her neck , and kissed her , and exclaimed, "We are
  so, and we shall be so !" Even Albert , generally so tranquil, had
  quite lost his composure; and I was excited beyond expression.
  "And such a being ," She continued , "was to leave us , Werther!
  Great God , must we thus part with everything we hold dear in this world?
  Nobody felt this more acutely than the children : they cried and lamented
  for a long time afterward , complaining that men had carried away their
  dear mamma."
  Charlotte rose. It aroused me ; but I continued sitting, and held
  her hand. "Let us go," she said: "it grows late." She attempted to withdraw
  her hand: I held it still. "We shall see each other again," I exclaimed
  : "we shall recognise each other under every possible change !